I’ve seriously thought of closing everything down - including THE blog. But at the last minute, I decided against it. I just resorted to deactivating everything.
It just felt suffocating in a way — to think that I’ve become more comfortable viewing the world through a screen than actually experiencing it first-hand. It morphed something in me, that I can’t even decide if it’s good or not. Everything just became a routine…clicking and typing my way through another day. The real world felt like THE alternate world…when it’s supposed to be otherwise.
All I can say is that, somehow, it stopped making me feel good. And everything just feels superficial. And I want to fall in love with life again — that I know I have to break the monotony to at least save that feeling.